Where is the freaking OFF switch?

I wanted to write many things here

but they all sound contrived, too personal or out right stupid.

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it came out of nowhere

burning all in its wake

even the laughter hidden in corners

i tried to rein it in

hold it tight to my bosom

but it scorched me alive

words spilled

like a broken pearl necklace

were left unpicked

but the rage lives on

unspoken -

a silent acid stream